I Will Never Go Back To Analogs

Why a year’s worth of supplies would really benefit me ……….. Well to fully understand why these supplies would really benefit me I guess I would have to take you back a few years Quite a few years actually.   I was adopted into a loving home. We didn’t have much money but love. Oh can’t remember a time when I didn’t have to work hard.  When I was eighteen I married to a man whom I thought loved me.  Twelve years and two children later I had the courage to leave a very brutal and abusive marriage. I didn’t know what I was going to do I had one child who was special needs since birth and my other child (a son) had terets, ausbergers syndrome, and epilepsy. I made it though. I went back to my local college and became a medical technician. I  bought me a nice home, bought a nice car, had money in the bank for the first time in my life.  I was able to provide for my one special child at home and my son went to college and got a good job in Florida.  Just when you think you have the world by the horns the world throws you a curve.  I met another man fell in love and  thought  things would be different  Wrong. He swindled me out of everything I had. Cleaned out my bank account left me with nothing. Now on top of all of this I was diagnosed with osteoarthritis, rhematory arthritis, and lupus. Over the  next few years I had to have sixteen surgeries The surgeries caused me to have to go on disability. This plus the ex taking all my money caused me to foreclose on my home and also caused me to lose my car.  I had to rent a mobile home for my daughter and me. Last year I guess was about the final blow when my son who was twenty nine at the time committed suicide I thought my world had come to an end   He had so many medical problems and he left a letter saying he didn’t want to be a burden on me anymore because I had so may problems of my own.  I thought I would grieve myself to death.  It has been almost a year now since his passing and I am still making.it  My daughter’s disability and mine only totals about a thousand dollars a month  By the time I pay lot rent, groceries, a car payment on a ten year old car. A loan I had to take out bury my son, the medical bills of his left that I have to take care of. There just isn’t anything left.  I haven’t even been able to take my daughter on a vacation. I feel so bad sometimes. Not for me but for her. Sometimes I think she deserves so much better. I am glad I am off analogs. It was because of her and my son that I am. But it is so hard to buy e-cig supplies and pay bills. Sometimes I have to let go of some grocery money to buy e-cig supplies . I have even had to borrow from friends  I don’t want to have to do that. I want to take my special needs daughter on that vacation I have always promised her  With these supplies I could finally do that. I wouldn’t have to worry about whether I could afford supplies or groceries  I wouldn’t have to choose one or the other. No matter what happens I swear I will never go back to analogs. E-cigs saved my life. I am so happy about that. Now all I want to do is make my child’s wish come true.
-Anonymous
Previous article All about Immortal Fog